新闻：凝聚的历史的瞬间

他们的爱情，像水中泛起的涟漪，一圈圈淡去，很美也很平静。从开始到结束，一个月。

我问如水，你怎么评价这段爱情，她说：“还没开始就已经结束，未免有些可惜。”我又问她，“你爱他么？” 她犹豫了一下说，这太难说了，不过他说是，因为我会生他的气。“你对他说过你爱他么？”她笑了，说我小丫头问题还满多的。“到底有没有嘛？”“还没有，” 她说，“如果给我时间，我想我会爱他越来越多的。”

如水的答案让我困惑，我听晕晕的。为什么世人都会为爱情而烦恼。为什么不去工作、去学习、去跳舞。爱情就会在每一天的空气里生根、发芽，长大。

如水，我的舞跳得不错哦，我来教你，我们去跳舞吧。

I never expected my first love letter to you like this. But I can’t help but write it down and send it to you.

I should apologize. The moment I walked out of the classroom like a hard-cored stone, leaving you turning back from the seat, staring at me like a stranger, I felt heart-broken. I will never forget that moment my whole life. I ate little that evening. You know I never liked a bike on my own and I never want to separate “yours” from “mine” and “ours”. I never want to fix our date on a certain date, and limited hour. Every moment with you is so dear and happy to me.

I meant to hurt you unconsciously and make my presence felt. Then I realized when you felt hurt, I felt heart-broken. I used to think that you are a heartless optimistic boy, who knows nothing about romance, let alone obstacles in love and life. Although I still believe so, I realized you are not heartless, and not a child any more. You got colorful emotion. You will feel blue and gray, too. The day you looked at me with troubled eyes and frowning, my feeling was complex. I would not eat back my words, but I want to cry. I am just a girl who is familiar to you, but needs your love and caring more than before. Once in love, I just want to be like any common girls, cradling in your arms, shopping with you hand in hand, imagining a carefully designed romantic date in the city or at home. Consider that we have never had such a romantic date, I decided to do something. But if the by-product is your unhappiness, I would rather I did nothing.

Maybe that kind of love is too strong and heavy for our young and innocent heart. Ideal love should promote mutual improvement rather than drown into a deep ocean of love. My sensitivity walked hopelessly into the ocean, and came across your sense, thus comes the troubled moment.

These are my thoughts in the night. I can’t hurt anybody due to my consciousness, let alone your innocent soul. Hope you will recover from the wound of deep love soon.

Lv. Me

如水也是个忙人，但相对于她刚刚在一起的男友是小屋见大屋了。少女心中对于浪漫的定义在作怪，她渴望着能和男友有浪漫的约会，一次次精心策划却因为男友忘了提前告诉她有事儿推迟之后，她再也忍不住了。于是，小小的离家出走了一次。小别再见面或许会很浪漫吧。

她出去玩了两天，然后回来了。周末，这次可是她的时间了。一起吃午饭的时候，如水就开始想着下午休息晚上出去玩。男孩说，晚上约了朋友吃饭，不过他可以陪如水先去吃饭……

It is just like any cliche, I just fall in love unconsciously. Not yet ready to know how to love someone. It’s an art, now I know that.

I thought about that for a long time, and then decided that he deserves my love. I liked him, he is a good guy, and I will love him more day after day. I’m right, I did love him more and more day after day. But I never knew that this sincere love would end so quickly and take my heart away from me.

So how did he pursue you? I asked.
She paused a moment, and said that was his privace, but I can tell you how I tll him I love him. I was too shy to tell him that directly, and looked into every means that was romantic and memorable. Then I found some bookmarks. I bought two sets of bookmarks in my college, and it would become my message to him.

I found out four bookmarks, each containing our constellations. On my ones, I wrote “I persist my own ways”“be happy angry sad and cheerful”. While on his ones, I wrote “fond of chatting and laughing”， she wanted the initial words to be “I am fond of you”. But I couldn’t find a suitable Chinese equivalent idiom，so I wrote “You are a fool”。

The next day, I pretended to come across him, and told him I got four constellations card, and would share them with him. He read the front part carefully to find out if we suit each other from the constellation. And I showed him the tails of the bookmarks quickly, so he would be quick enought to fing the complet meaning . I left two bookmarks to him, which wrote “be happy angry sad and cheerful”“fond of chatting and laughing”. That was my answer to him. Quickly I ran away.

I thought someday if we are together we could share the secret of the bookmarks. He might be a little bit angry that I said that he was silly.

But now the day will never come.

如水是典型的南方女子，生得柔柔弱弱，廋得让人担心。但她骨子里却是个刚强的。颇有些侠骨衷肠。朋友说，第一次见她感觉冷冰冰的，像块石头。

石头让她想起王朔的小说《？》。女人和老公分手后，坚强的挺住悲伤。老公再次爱上她，居然是因为有一次坐车时看到窗外骑自行车的她。她在风中赶路，头发被风吹得乱乱的，表情是一副下定决心找人拼命的样子。男人想起第一次见到她是不知为什么，觉得她的脸长得像一块石头。

如水长的不像石头，她长的像水，虽然不美，却很平静。她也不会头发乱乱的跑出去，对她来说，太不可思议了。她总是光鲜照人，即使不开心的时候。但不知为什么这一刻她想到了这个女人。刚强顽固的活在失去了爱的世界里。

也许不是因为那次相遇，也许不是石头般长像的回忆，也许不是女人怀孕了，她将永远带着这个面具老去枯萎。如水像起了她，想起了自己和她一样的，顽固的刚强的面具。

她的故事很平静，很短。